A touch of insanity

oooh kay

the meds aren’t working

i’m seeing fucking spiders that aren’t there… again

a lot of sad under the cut

trigger warnings too

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big breakdown happening

but idk, i can kind of function?

this is some scary shit, there’s spiders again, coming down from the walls, crawling through the vents and under the door. I know they’re not real. I know that, they can’t be real there is not logical explaination for them. Yet I’m still terrified because everything is telling me they’re real.

one just touched me…

I think I’m gonna throw up

omg, timeout was stupid

had another breakdown

wasn’t fun

what’s with all the spiders and snakes in my hallucinations anyway? That’s bullshit. I mean, seeing my dad I get and because of that I also get the snakes and kinda the spiders but the thing with the spiders only happened once while the snakes happened like five times… Idk. Maybe spiders are just creepier? (In that case, why aren’t I hallucinating clowns?)

technically my timeout stopped a few hours ago but I was asleep and they didn’t want to wake me

idk if that’s sweet or kind of dickish of them