Posts tagged hospital
one of the other patients killed themselves after the nurses turned the lights out. I’ll have to wait until morning to find out who it was. think I’ll have to have an early night to avoid thinking about it.
Toby visited
Couldn’t hear him and couldn’t write
Bet he breaks up with me after this… Why wouldn’t he leave? I’m a stupid, weak, cowardly, heartbreaker, who’d want me in the first place?
He should leave me. So should Jase. Maybe I’d stop being so chicken-shit and actually go through with it.
Hell, I should of jumped off the balcony like they told me to instead of cutting myself up.
I’m such an idiot.
