A touch of insanity

Aug 17

so fucking done

I can’t believe I’m saying this, but I miss the voices

I actually miss the way they screamed abuse at me because it’s better than waiting for another episode to happen and watch myself pull out stitches or scratch nonesense into my skin

because that’s not me. I am not he, he is not I. He is my psychosis, I am me. I am sane in everyway possible. He is not sane, he is my insanity. We just share the same body.

Aug 8

big breakdown happening

but idk, i can kind of function?

this is some scary shit, there’s spiders again, coming down from the walls, crawling through the vents and under the door. I know they’re not real. I know that, they can’t be real there is not logical explaination for them. Yet I’m still terrified because everything is telling me they’re real.

one just touched me…

I think I’m gonna throw up

Aug 6

meeya87:

chrisbryanaravena:

connormpreg:

pukakke:

bruised-and-abused:

aruby:

is this heaven or

heaven. yes.

can i have this

I believe this is called an asylum and you guys really don’t want to be there

To be fair most of us are gonna end up there sooner or later

that IS what I was told at 16…

This is also triggering as shit for those of us who HAVE been in a mental asylum. People like me. Who are mentally ill and don’t like remembering that. Tag it please. because i don’t want to remember days of screaming in a padded room.

Thank you, that is all

(via chaoticwaltz)

Aug 5

Jason’s left now

Said he’d visit at lunch

Time for a mental breakdown I think

Get it out of the way now and get better

Or a nap maybe

I think a nap would be nicer

A touch of insanity

Isles 'ere. Schizotypical, omni, vain as all fuckery

Isles 'ere.
Schizotypical, omni, vain as all fuckery